why did i make a blog?

really i'm not quite sure myself.

maybe its so i get to neglect grammar

maybe its so i can forget what capitalization is

maybe its because im lonely

maybe its because all of my friends are slowly drifting away from me

maybe im having a quarter-life crisis like that one kind from "It's Kind of a Funny Story"

maybe its so i can reference novels that no one has heard of where no one can judge me

maybe its so i can add to this list when im procrastinating

maybe its because my former best friend and adopted sister and life confidant destroyed our relationship because she was in crazy in love with me (and also clinically crazy) and couldnt handle it and half of my life lost its meaning

maybe it was actually just me being a dick, but i honestly dont really think so